I’m starting a new phase in my life – new country, new relationship, new friends and new everything. I’m excited but also very very anxious. I’ve looked forward to this new chapter but somehow if feels like I won’t make the most out of it and it’ll feel like my present situation. I’m fully aware that life has a way of making everything seem exciting/possible in new beginnings. But a few weeks/months into it you realise that it just a different version of the same wahala 😞.