I’m not suicidal but God knows I’m tired of my life, I keep losing, i lost a family member, i lost the one person I thought I’ll spend the rest of my life with. I am not okay at all but I just have to act like i am, i cannot even cry because i am tired of doing that already.
I need help and I don’t know exactly how to get it or where, talking to people, nobody understands how i feel, I feel my heart literally aching because why is all this happening to me. I am tired.