I am only 23 but have two kids with the worst man on the planet. He cheats on me, abuse me emotionally and physically whenever he sees fit. I decided to settle down with him since he was my first boyfriend because I didn’t want a lot of body count and didn’t want to be called a prostitute if I had gone for a rich guy. I genuinely thought he loves me and he is the one but right now it feels like hell. How can I even leave when I have nothing and know no gone! God should forgive all my sins and help me out of here.😥