For some weird reason, I don’t enjoy sex and I don’t know why. I get horny and all but when we start the action I don’t feel anything. It just like something is entering and coming out of me. Sometimes I feel like it might be because I was abused as a child or because the first man I ever had sex with manipulated my naive 19 years old into doing it and he was also 11 years older than me. I’m in my late 20’s now and I still don’t enjoy sex even though I have tried it with different people just to see if there would be any difference.
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