As I’m writing there is lump on my throat . My relationship is the worst thing that has happened to me, series of heart break and disappointment. Everyone thinks I’m doing well emotionally but I’m a mess, my siblings dare not find out what out or I’ll get insult of life . Whoever I tell my story is always saying you’re a spec and every man is praying for your type, leave the relationship!! Easier said than done especially when you’re hopelessly romantic ~ Ebube you do me dirty 😢. I’m questioning my existence 💔💔