Seem to be stingy and self-centered all because i don’t like asking for help and I prefer to do my things my way. When it pays I distribute to the relevant people in my life though, I make sure it circulates and is reserved. I give than I take my whole life, have been self reliant. Seems I don’t like it anymore, the expectations is much on me maybe I should start a life living to task y’all and when mine comes I can distribute as expected.