Disvirgined at 16 by my aunt’s maid (a mother of 2) during a visit, she would also touch me every chance she gets. I got back home and urge for sex made me start touching a little girl, I stopped and resulted to masturbating. Now i’m 24, still masturbating, can’t play with kids especially females. I get scared and stylishly chase them, people think I hate kids but I don’t.