I don’t even know why on earth my ex would reason he was the love of my life lol, this dude beat me for fun till I eventually stabbed him. He’s literally the worst human I ever met, a chronic cheat and user, lies like he breathes. A true definition of scum. Nice to every other girl but his, totally played with my self esteem. Told me nobody will enjoy sex me because he has ruined down there. A big black bully, introduced me to drugs and told everyone i was crackhead. I really just wish i left you where you left me. In doubt of yourself and a druggie. I’m good now, found myself, very confident and comfortable.