Sometimes I just close my eyes and picture myself having the best life ever, seeing all my dreams come true (beautiful moment) then I open my eyes, am still where I am. I’m just 25 but I feel like this is the end for me, I feel like time is leaving me behind, I fear of my dreams not coming to pass,😭. Can’t a young girl be who she wants to be? Depression is eating me up really fast, funny enough, people don’t know what you are going through (suicide was never an option for me, but I doubt that now)
P. S mommy I will miss you.