I’m a very beautiful young lady, that when you see you either envy or you want her around you but my life is meaningless. I don’t know how I got here feeling like am the worst female in the whole wide world. I feel sorry for my family that believe I am the destined one to change my generation status. I went from being smart and full of hope to feeling like rubbish. My boyfriend definitely added to this negative feeling and me making bad decisions contributed to this. I’m completely drained!