I’m tired of my life, I’m broke, depressed, unhappy, unfulfilled and tired. I think about death a lot & how easy it seems but I’m not suicidal. I’m stuck in a job I don’t enjoy & I think I’m self sabotaging myself at the job. I also don’t know if I love my girlfriend anymore. I’m still madly in love with the one that got away and she’s getting married soon. Don’t know what to do anymore to get over this phase.