The world left me no choice, God left me no choice. No one understands, God is not responding. Lost the will to live, neither shall I suicide. Everything, Everyone is cruel. A soul just wants to have a normal life yet society makes it harder. Not a single person to share my heart. No one even notices. I wonder how peaceful is being dead so that at least I could talk to my God and tell, yell & get all my answers why. Why.