Ever since i heard about my Aunt’s death a week ago, i have been unable to feel anything, i cannot cry, i cannot sleep, i cannot think. I blocked my two best friends, the person i love i do not feel anything towards him anymore infact he irritates me now. I pretend to everyone on the outside like as if i am fine meanwhile on the inside I’m a mess. I feel it’s all a lie and sooner or later i will wake up