I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life. I thought I didn’t love him but now I’m not so sure. We broke up last night. I’ve always been bringing it up and he would convince me to stay but yesterday he didn’t, he’s tired. The one person that truly loves me, I pushed him away too. I feel like I’ve lost everything now but I can’t tell him that. I can’t ask him to stay now. I’m toxic for him. I feel sorry for myself. Everywhere is dark and hollow now. Happy valentine’s day💔