I am depressed i guess, i am not even scared of death one bit and I don’t know why. I got some of the things i prayed for and still i am not happy deep down. I guess i need true love and care because nobody is always around to show me true love while i keep showing other people love and I don’t get it back. I have crazy anxiety attacks in the morning also. I think I’ll feel better if my new music takes off😩.