I am 30 years old and unaccomplished in all ways. Academically I’m nowhere near a degree and my life sucks bad. As the only girl, I feel unwanted seeing my brothers established and hustling. My status, i’ve never had a man wanting me save for sex. Although they all seem to like my company and humor but damn, nothing else do they contribute. I am really depressed and lonely and waking up in my parents house with the thought that yet another day gone unfulfilled is swiftly killing me. God blessed me with talents but my village people have cursed me. I am starting to think of suicide this year because I am tired in pain and in sorrow. God why do you hate me so much!