Atimes I feel like, if I was an OS, then i’m downgrading (don’t know if that the right word) instead of updating to a higher version.
I have became scared of practically everything. I feel like I have failed everyone connected to me and might fail anyone I come across. I don’t have any friends I can really talk to, because the ones I thought were friends turned out to be “I just know you for many years”
I just feel tired of everything, i’m tired of the struggles because I am drained in every way.