I have a friend, we finished secondary school together, she got into school the same year while I’m yet to. She’s turned into a very big girl and very freaky now. Most times, I can’t help but have this unnecessary comparison about me and her in my head and it makes me feel less of myself every time. It also makes me not want to date the person I’ve liked for months and has finally liked me back because I’m like her boyfriend would be classier and stuff. I’ve blocked her on my WhatsApp, but she’s still affecting my thought about my crush.