I wish I knew how to be very content. God has been good to me and I know many people have it worse.
But I can’t help but feel terrible when I see people living the life I want. It hurts
I want to go on trips with my friends, spoil my family.
My business isn’t even moving so well
Today I contemplated doing G, at least I’d have a shit ton of money but I just don’t know anymore
I just want to be happy
I just want to for once not struggle so much