I started having sex at an early age of 7 with girls way older than me. I could remember one of them was 18 at that time.
The last time I had sex was in 2013 while I was 15 with a girl age of 24 at that time.
Since then till now sex have been disgusting to me I’ve turned down different sex advances from females due to the irritation in my mind.
And now I’m 22 never been in a relationship my whole life.
Sometimes I think maybe it’s because I’m always thinking about making money but then I remember I’ve asked out 6 different girls and they all said NO. I don’t know if it’s about the irritation or just bad luck.
Moreover i find it hard to love girls I could remember loving a girl that doesn’t even know me for 4 years 🤦🏽🤦🏽.