I feel I have a girl spirit inside of me (I’m a boy). Even I have a girl posture from my waist down to my feet, sometimes I forget I’m a boy and act like a girl (I’m not gay, I despise them a lot). I can’t tell anyone and I hate it whenever people call me obirin (a girl in Yoruba language) even my mum do treat me like a girl sometimes. Even while she was pregnant of me, she thought it was a girl.