I’m glad I found this page on Instagram 😊, I’ve got so many things bodering me in my mind (if I start it’ll look like an epistle finally I can let it all out) but I can’t tell anyone because I’m a boy. I felt I shouldn’t let anyone know my demons that I should face it myself and I’m sacred of how they’ll react or they might think of me. Let me start with my career path, all I wanted to become when I was young was just to be a soldier but I can’t for two reasons we’re just two in our family and the Boko Haram insurgency being sabotaged and the way Nigerian soldiers are being treated so I felt discouraged but I wish I could maybe in the U.S or U.K. The second one (still on my career path issue), I’ve a talent in drawing but my mom made me stop it saying it doesn’t have a future(I Sha stop drawing because I want to please my parents) I went to school but education isn’t my thing but I’ve to because of the society and my family because my parents are educated (I chose civil engineering, I’m in 200 level and I’m 18 years, people say I’m lucky that my education is fast) but I don’t even understand what I’m studying in school. The third one is my friends are musicians and I don’t want to be left out so they’re saying I should go learn sound engineering (I’m not that good in using technology) and they’re d only friends I’ve got. All I want is a career that I won’t regret in the future and be successful. I’m stuck now and I don’t want to make mistakes while I’m still young. Glad I can let it out pheew. Still more secrets to let out. Please no vex sey d story plenty