I don’t know why it hurts so much when I finally broke things off with him because I don’t want to continue leading him on and I want to focus on my crush that also has crush on me. It hurts me so much to know I broke his heart and lose him as a friend because he literally keeps me away from boredom. I know how much he truly loves me but loving him back has been so difficult for me though I’m so fond of him. Wish we could go back to the way we were without LOVE ish😥.