I fucked up, I should have cut him off immediately I found out he had a girlfriend but no I continued talking to him, fucking him and eventually fell in love. Now we are in a relationship after he and his girlfriend broke up and I never feel peace, he still flirts and cheat with different girls. I don’t know what I was expecting 😪, now I’m stuck with always thinking of when it’ll be my turn. He makes me happy and all, just that one flaw. It’s really exhausting and making me depressed 😪😭, the fact I love him so much is what’s driving me crazy. I really need help, alcohol and pills ain’t helping no more 😣.