I just read about a girl saying her boyfriend looks like gold and sheβs in rags and people said heβs spending on someone else. I was once in her shoes but changed and even started overspending after I confronted about my findings of him using my star to stay rich. He denied vehemently & even turned it to jokes. Okay but why the sudden change? We used to fight over as little as $10 but heβd be on social media doing giveaways.
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I mean the findings were chilling and the look on his face when I said it, wow. Sometimes I donβt want to believe it but the way this boy used to behave with me compared to random girls, BIG difference. Nowadays, heβs always rushing to buy this and that, pay this and that, even upgraded me from 2016 android to the latest iPhone. Forget it. E dey somehow.
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I remember during any little argument, heβd block me on everything and disappear for weeks. Tells his gateman to lock me out and stuff. But since the confrontation/revelation, it doesnβt matter what I do. He stays put, heβd look so desperate to calm me down. He doesnβt let me go without sorting it out. The drastic changes are like too much for something heβs denyingπ©.
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Why am I still with him? Iβm only here physically because I feel used, he knew something like this and left me wretched and frustrated. My resentment for him doubled but I just want to get everything; itβs like heβs paying overdue money. Like everything I missed out on, I make sure I get it. He on the other, heβs not comfortable at all. He called me a money waster, the effrontery π‘.
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I think he secretly hates giving me one kobo. Heβs relentless in trying to find out who made the findings for me. They said he should never let me break up with him and itβs funny because I asked them to check why heβs always so comfortable walking in and out of the relationship any chance he gets but would seriously try to raise hell or kill him self when I talk about a breakup.
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I probably sound crazy and superstitious, hence no one would believe me but my family and friends do. Weβre now always very alert because who knows what heβll do next. He still wonβt accept breakup which makes everything so believable. Heβs become a stalker, still cheats and lies but I donβt care anymore but heβs scared. Iβm just tired and wish everything could be over with without all this spiritual stuff. Bye.