My boyfriend is a contractor, one time he was in serious debt of three million to complete a job and he was crying because the man was on his neck. I had to give him one million which he has repaid sha. But since then he has refused giving me money because he feels I have. This is my life savings, I save all this money before I met him, I save 70% of my salary every month. Should I say i regret lending him that money.