These whitish balls that I cough out of nowhere are the bane of my existence. Most of the time, I feel it hanging in my throat, makes me go nuts. I just want to stick my whole hand inside and clear it all out.
Then I just feel the smell from inside my throat when I swallow water especially, then as time passes, with one powerful cough its out. I don’t know what death smells like but it sure smells like those things.