When I was young and I try to act a crying scene just for fun, it takes time before tears comes. I even had to think about something very sad most times to be able to shed tears and some times, finding tears can be so difficult. But these days, even the slightest thought of crying brings tears to my eyes. I think it’s because I’ve been through somethings that were so depressing at a time but i don’t even remember that when I try to act the crying scene again. Even now that I’m writing this, I felt like tears coming. I don’t know what this means, it’s like I’m getting emotional but how can I be emotional in situations that I was just joking to cry or I’m just naturally sad but haven’t realized it. The day I wanted to prank my friend just by sending voice notes that sounded like I’m in a difficult situation, i didn’t believe how much I cried my eyes out that day. I was so surprised like what’s wrong with me, it’s like me saying CRY and almost immediately tears starts coming. Even now I had tears again. I’m confused because I don’t know what is going on 😔