So, I think I’m in love with this guy who is my mate in school . He’s really cool and easy to talk to and he makes me laugh but I’m super scared to push through the idea of a relationship for fear of what the others would think of me . They see me as the rather quiet chick who can never do wrong and I keep wondering what will happen to the perfect image if something eventually goes wrong . Besides I have an ex who in my heart of hearts I keep wishing would be willing to work things out with me again . I mean he was super dope and a perfect match for my kinda person.