Have you ever felt so disgusted and irritated in yourself because of the way someone treated you ? That’s me now. I allowed this guy back into my life multiple times only for me to find out that he’s been in a relationship for years. God , this is so irritating to me . Like how do you live with yourself everyday carrying such lies. He’s lucky I’m not a spiteful person. My friends advised me to tell his girlfriend but it’s no longer my business at this point. He can get the fuck out and keep texting me hoping I’ll respond one day. I even lied to him that I’m having a baby and it’s not his so he can gerrout but he keeps trying.