I love him, I miss him . Oh how I miss & love him but I’m scared . I know I was willing to overlook it but as months passed I realized how hard it’s gonna be to let him go eventually . So I thought the earlier the better . He knows what I feel for him & how important he is to me. 

I just broke up with the man I love because I am scared we’d break up in the future ( if that makes sense). Divorce rates & lack of love played a role in destroying what I thought might be forever. I called my babe & broke up because I felt our love would not be enough to keep us together. I was also unsure about giving birth. Thing is I’ve Tokophobia & as much as I tried fighting it , I couldn’t. I’m sorry babe, so sorry😭😭🙄

Your own,
‘Su