I grew up myself and I really do know myself . I have a girlfriend I love and she loves me too, I use to be a cheat in my last relationship .
After my last relationship that is a year over , just had a girlfriend .
I find it hard to cheat in my heart , sometimes when I see someone I wish we have sex . I then start thinking about my sons and daughters ,like “”what will I tell my kids about faithfulness and cheating and how will I tell Mimi that I still do love her with confidence . I’m 23 years ,and I don’t know why I feel this way . My friend was telling me just yesterday that he fucks anything . Anytime we go out he is always picking up girls , most times I pick them up for him like call them talk to them and get their number even with my phone then pass it to him . There’s this girl in my office that I know will want to fuck me and she is not bad at all but I can’t . She even asked me ‘ what do I want ‘ and I told her friendship because I have a girl and she asked if I do friends with benefit and I said No . She was so cold when she heard No but I don’t know why I feel this way . Sometimes I be like she’s someone’s bae for those that have a boyfriend and if she not having I’ll be like I have one . I’m trying not to get used to sleeping around and try and be fine with one lady . My private life is 96% I don’t share my relationship gist because of how I treat my ladies . My biggest fear is divorce , remarrying and a cheating wife .