I’ve got a lot of secrets I wanna share but am just gonna say this….
I’m really scared, scared of failure, scared I won’t make it. 
I do a lot of things, I develop websites, I’ve developed close to a hundred for fun by am scared to put myself out there, I mean anytime I want to develop a portfolio website for myself i just start to panic like I’m really scared… Scared people won’t like my work. I can’t even make my cv self… I’m really scared. 
And I used to suffer from anxiety attacks since 2016

I can’t help myself😔😔😔