Happy Sunday everyone
I like this guy and we have been having sex but I wish he loves or he does really because most times his attitude and attention to me kind of makes me think he loves me but my problem is I dont want to be in any relationship because of my son’s father. It was a bad one , really bad but something good came out of it (my son) and now I find it hard to date a guy but I want to have a guy. So back to the guy I liked , now I am in love with him and I want to tell him but his smoking ways reminds me of my father who died of lung cancer due to smoking. Now I don’t know what to do. I want to be loved and love someone but i don’t want to be in a relationship for now . I am tired of being lonely. I love dapo but he has a girlfriend , I dont know her and she doesn’t know me but we talk alot and I can see he is not serious about her .

The question is what do I do?