I’m honestly unhappy. I appear sooo happy outside but I’m soooo deeply unhappy that one day I feel like I’ll run away and never come back.
How in the fucking hell will people understand me when I don’t even understand myself. I’m not the most confused person on earth but I really look like I have my shit together. Nigga, noooooo I don’t fucking know what I’m doing. Everyone wants to emulate me. Feel like I’m shit. I ain’t shit at all. I act like I have no emotions, like I don’t care and things don’t hurt me but behind closed doors, bro I’m a fucking emotional wreck. I just lost someone I really like because I’m acting like I don’t like him. I’m at the airport and I really wanna scream and cry but I gotta keep my cool and just write. I’m sure you’re confused about me too. Nigga I’m fucked. 🥴🥴and this air peace be delaying flight . Rubbish