I used to have sex with a close friend’s sister. It was just out of the blue from a joke to addiction. Later , she fell in Love and want to involve her brother saying “he won’t mind we are seeing each other.” But I knew it was wrong, it was against the ‘Guy Code’ , I felt I stabbed him in the back.

It is still a secret that is haunting me, though I finally overcame the sex with her, I can’t imagine how bad I have been to someone I call my close friend from childhood. He will kill me if he ever finds out..

I hate myself for what I did.