Confused😢😭

I just i can’t take of my unborn child because I don’t currently have any helping hands,the father blocked me off because I refused aborting, I can’t face my family. Thinking of just ending it all but this unborn baby gives me hope like never before but the thoughts of not having any money for the bills in front of me scares me more. I wish I could get a job or a capital to something up to pay up the bills…..haven’t gotten even a cloth for the baby….I pray to get help soon😢.