Depressed💔

Omo
I’m depressed don’t even know what to again
How do I get money??
Am the firstborn and I have to take care of my siblings. My parents died 2017
Since then no hope from both relatives
Just found out recently that I have ulcer
Been starving lately because I have eaten my Bussiness money to pay my siblings school fees
Should I get a rich boyfriend
I’m still a virgin sometimes I feel like giving it up
Like the say use what u have to again what u want
That’s the only thought that have been in my mind
I don borrow money that I feel so ashamed of myself
What can I do
I have cried to God but it seems is getting worst😩