I made a gamble and at the last minute everything went sideways. But it’s all good. I got my mind made up. If there’s an afterlife, I’ll know soon enough.
I’m sorry mum, you warned me & I broke your heart, but it was already too late. To Kiki-Mo my darling, if there’s a next life, I hope we meet again. If we do, I’m never letting you go. To my friends and family, don’t cry for me. I never thought I’d last this long anyway.
Father forgive me for I have sinned, & your boy’s coming home πππ
in Confession