Here I am at 03:45 am staring blankly into space, frustrated, and not knowing the best way to express my frustration. The boy who showed me shege and treated me like trash for months is the one I’m starting to like. We just resolved our differences and boom, I’m catching feelings. He’s not even my spec. I’m so disgusted with myself because WTF! The fact that I might like this boy is ruining my already ruined mental health. God!