I received the worst heartbreak of my life last year. My heart got completely ruined, he betrayed me, everyone betrayed. I begged for someone who came after me and someone I loved, a whole set babe like me. After moving on, I found someone and he loves me, but ptsd wonāt let me love. I donāt want to hurt him. Today is Valentines and I canāt deny Iām still in love with that person who hurt me. I donāt want him back, I just want to heal. I want to break up with my current boyfriend because he doesnāt deserve me as a mess. Iām tired. Iām so broken Iām tired. I still have bad dreams, Itās almost a year now but Iām in pains.
in Confession
Connotare 
The first step to healing is to Love yourself. You need to understand how “set” you are by not just saying the word. You are NOT a mess, don’t feel like you’re less worthy to be loved by someone else. You never asked to be love but it came naturally, don’t you see its a blessing despite your shortcomings?. Never allow your past dictate how your future will be. Surround yourself with those that genuinely loves and support you and cut ties with the ones who judge you. You ain’t perfect, you’re human surviving in this wicked world.
YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK YOU ARE. YOU CAN BEAT WHATEVER COMES YOUR WAY.
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