Life is hard🤦🤦

I was born on the 6 months,(premature) twin one died I survived, lost mum at 7 🤦 ,my suffer begin , I’m now 26 no degree no skills, just do cleaning work to survive, I’m just tired of this life 😔😔.I kept wondering who I offend for me to suffer like this in life , maybe I will just end it😔😔