I’m tired I don’t think I can continue like this ๐Ÿ˜”

I need serious help, sometimes I feel like I’m cursed, things don’t work out for me, I don’t know if good God hears me but please I need him to answer me๐Ÿ˜”. I’m tired of everything, I can’t feed well or do normal basic things, I’m the first born and I have nothing. I have two business ideas I can’t fund it, i can’t continue like this, I’m not lazy but help doesn’t just come my way. I feel like I’m behind in every thing.i have written twice and it wasn’t posted I really this one is, cause I need advice or help or anything to carry on . Because not going to lie, I feel like I want to leave this world each passing day