The way I’m dieing for love, it’s making me sick yet I’m not getting it. I had to continue to go back to my toxic relationship just because I don’t want to be alone and funny. It’s not because of money, since we have been together he hasn’t given me a dime but just so I can also beat my chest and say I’m dating. I had to bear with him even if it’s choking, I just want to love and to be loved, I just need my own person, someone to call my own is that too much to ask for 🥺🤦♀️. I’m tired of enduring, guess my husband is not in this country 🥺.