I am 30 and i got played by a 20 year old. After 2 years of not dating i met a 20 year old and decided to throw it all in. Started fine until i realized she was cheating. I will give her a second chance but she doesn’t even want it. Something i had become numb to is now hurting again. I should have stayed celibate, it was so much better. I feel like crap, and i can’t even tell anyone that i got played by a 20 year old. Love has never been for me, i am too nice.