You know the feeling of knowing you need therapy but every single one you try to reach out to is so expensive 😩😩. I can’t even tell my family how I feel because they’re going to blame me for my problem. The only person who genuinely understands me is my best friend but I always feel sorry for bugging him with my unending problems. I’m gradually loosing it to this anxiety. I just hope nature will take its gradual course. I don’t want to do death’s work for it.