My ex and I broke last year November even thou we were always communicating and all because it was too hard for both of us to move on then early February this year we hooked up again and I was thinking since we hooked up we are back together like before but instead we had a minor misunderstanding he then blocked me everywhere and told his friends he woke up one morning and realize he didn’t love me any more and he just wanted to smash to confirm it. I feel used and I can’t really move on from this I cry myself to sleep everyday. I still use other accounts to stalk him on social media and all. I really need help, I don’t know how to move on .he was my first love💔