I am addicted to masturbation and wanna stop, it has been 11 years now. It started when I was a kid, I have never had orgasm through penetration before. Either ways I still love sex. I sometimes even hurt myself in the act, bleed, cuts etc am tired. I believe it brings me bad lack too because every time I do it for a long time and enjoy it the most that is when I bad things happen to me. I just can’t control the urges and I use all source of equipment I can find to please myself.