She’d been asking for at least #20k to help with her debts; sent my sisters #200k each for Christmas and she heard it all today whilst I was on the phone with them. I left the house so tension would come down and came back to her absence and all her things gone. Blocked on everything too. 2 years relationship. Why am I like this towards her? I love her. I know it. Why is it so hard to give her money or help her out with things.