I’m so tired or being a pervert, these shit started ever since I was about 10, I peep ladies taking their baths, even tho I got because still yet I couldn’t stop, I even fingered my older cousin at a point while she was asleep, this got me attracted to ladies older than me with 5 to 7 years. I tried to stop but I can’t, somebody help me, don’t wanna die young because of this. It still haunts me everyday because I’ve lost friends and trust